FourtyEight

Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe

So I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under hardest guise I see ooh
Where love is lost, your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe

So I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no
I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
Turning tables

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no
I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Turning tables, yeah
Turning ohh

FourtySeven

There's one sad truth in life I've found
While journeying east and west -
The only folks we really wound
Are those we love the best.
We flatter those we scarcely know,
We please the fleeting guest,
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

FourtySix

I was in MeowTown last weekend - no, not to vote but to see what it was like to be there during the Erection. I mean, Election *wink*






One of the nicest makan places in MeowTown - Magna Carta
Wonder why I don't have a proper picture of Magna Carta.. instead, I only have that beautiful tree... Hmmmphh...







Curiosity didn't kill the cat but made it hold the flag?


No prize for guessing who this biker is supporting, huh!








At 1st I saw him on the posters...


Then, after a couple of vans ...


The man himself was there! *wave wave*










Whilst everyone was worrying about the Erection, I was enjoying this lobster that was as big as my thigh! :)

FourtyFive

Ayesha's (extremely!) cute puss-in-boots look when she wanted to borrow her cousin's sports car!
Simply adorable! :)


"Errmmm... let see... which way shall I drive this car out?"








p/s: I think Ayesha got her own 'car' yesterday actually. A red one, some more. Gotta check it out later

FourtyFour

as i looked at the moon last night
bright and large
subhanAllah, my praise to Lord

to accept all your flaws and foibles
is a test of what and who i am

resisting to forgive, let alone forget
is the greatest vicissitude

discovering the truth
is an outright grief

i am imperfect too
but my unretentive memory has never forgotten you

i'd built myself up
only to be battered, violently, all over again

how many more blows can this tattered heart take

i show a bold front
with a heart that has shattered, crushed into small pieces

hence, my resistance to give you another chance is humanly comprehendible

cold-shouldering you, fighting aginst this strong current of what we have together
something of which i won't call love; 'cos love isn't supposed to hurt

what we have together is probably still worth fighting for
elseways, we would have long disappeared, long gone

i will crawl and stumble
i will sit here and remember
i will always come to tears for those things you did
but i will always know
that i did love and
love put me here

FourtyThree

"Now, what are you looking at, you ARSEnal fan MommaJett?"

"You do know that Man U will be champions again this year, right?"

"Geez, I don't know whether I should saketkan your hati more-la, Momma Jett!" hehehe"

FourtyTwo

"Don't worry, MommaJett. Everything's gonna be alright. As long as we have each other. Ayesha will always love you"